Greetings. James A. Moad II here, known by many as Jay. Until recently, I was a Professor of War Literature at the United States Air Force Academy, and now I’m starting the blog for the Academy’s Journal, War, Literature and the Arts (online version http://wlajournal.com). I’ve left my teaching position and moved to Europe for a year to write, to linger, to travel, to read and just see what happens along the way. Among many other endeavors, my goal is to post this blog at least twice a month and help engender further discussion around all forms of art that shed light on the tragic human endeavor we call War. So, let me begin…
I’ve returned to a familiar place—Eulenbis, a hilltop village overlooking Ramstein Air Base, Germany, but everything feels so different. The view from this gasthaus, nestled in the heart of the Rheinland Pfalz, hasn’t changed in the years since I last stayed here, but I have, and so has the gasthaus itself. A new patio extends from a recent addition, and I’m dining at the modest restaurant, added a few years back to cater to the military and civilian contractors who’ve come to execute the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. Its growth is tied to these conflicts—a reflection of the tenuous prosperity that war often brings to the villages and towns around military bases.
It was my intent to start this blog after visiting an American Cemetery in Southern France, my second stop on this year-long adventure—sabbatical—whatever you want to call it, but instead the view on this beautiful evening has made me change my mind. Eight years ago I arrived here with my National Guard unit, enraged and focused after the attacks on the World Trade Center and the Pentagon. I was here to fly in support of our fledgling war in Afghanistan and later to plan part of the invasion of Iraq. And now I’ve returned with a new perspective.
The view before me is of the evening sky and clouds framing the silhouettes of C-17 Globemasters and 747s flying to and from the Middle East. I can hear the rumble of engines on the ground from here—a clear reminder of the missions I’ve flown and planned from Ramstein. It is there on the extensive and rebuilt runway where many of those coming to and from the wars arrive and depart. They pass through this base—a revolving door—to and from their first, third, or even fifth tours. Transiting the base alongside them are the bodies—Human Remains—HRs in silver boxes at the midway point to be re-iced and outfitted for their final trip home.
Over the past four years teaching War Literature to Air Force Academy cadets, I’ve come to understand the complexities of war in a more profound way. As a pilot and a graduate of that institution, I acknowledge the allure of flight, of war itself, and of losing oneself in the power and illusion of technological superiority and moral certainty. More than anything, though, I’ve discovered how easy it is for each generation to get manipulated by the lies and promises hidden behind the veil of patriotism and the flag. I wonder as I watch a new C-17 turning onto final approach, is it at that midway point en route to Iraq or Afghanistan, and if so, do those inside know what awaits them at the end of that flight.
As for me, I’ve dragged my family across the ocean for a year, stored our belongings, and am determined to continue delving within myself to examine the questions that war demands we ask of ourselves. What will be the promise of this year ahead? I’m jet-lagged and tired, enthused and uncertain about what’s in store for me as I order dinner and my first beer of the trip. My wife and children are off visiting friends, and I pause to watch an old German couple strolling past me. The man is older, in his late-seventies or early eighties, and his wife is guiding him along a path winding past fields of sheep and goats down toward the forest. This hill was barren at the end of World War II—it’s forests stripped of wood to keep the people from freezing to death while the machines of war consumed a nation. I wonder if this man was here then, and if so, what he recalls from a time when his country began a war that would devour more than sixty-million lives.
So I’m here, not at an ending point—a cemetery in France—where the dead lie in wait, but at the midway point—a transient place for those coming and going from these wars… a stop for those who’ve fallen or are returning from combat. We are, after all, in the very midst of the struggle of our time. It is here and across Europe where I’ll write and observe as a military outsider for the first time, to contemplate and engage in the dialogue that must take place. It is what War Literature and the Arts is there to do, and what the upcoming conference in September is about—to provide a venue for creative minds. More clearly than ever, we need the modest creative antidote to war that art can provide. Without it, we would be more lost than we already are.
Check out the link to our conference: http://wlajournal.com/conference/ to see who’ll be there. The conference is free, so if you’re interested in coming out to Colorado, please do. I’ll be there along with the people headlining the conference.
Okay, so I’ve written enough for now, and I don’t expect to be linger this long on the page in future blogs. There are other things to write, and besides, I want to hear what you have to say. My Weizen Bier has arrived, the first of many on this year ahead. Time to put down my pen. Next stop Southern France, visiting relatives, and if time allows, a trip to the Rhone American Cemetary there.
Until next time,
JM